[2010.05.02]
Entry 165
I ask myself
what is it
that I truly love?
For what?
wanting what?
what I want to do?
And – am I happy
the way I am right now..?
Am I not pulling myself too hard?
Am I not rushing?
Am I not hiding my feelings?
First of all
I ask myself what does it mean to feel happy
and try my best pursuing this.
Yesterday a bought a new cellphone.
A same model I had before.
It changed but it feels as if not.☆
Please read my writing as you always do.(^-^)
Satomi
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Written by: Hikari / Borrowed Blogwords for KawaiiJoyuu
Please don’t post this translation anywhere else!
Thanks for the translation, Hikari
Also, thanks HP for posting this one up
It sounds like Satomi is going philosophical with this post. I wonder what else is going through her mind right now?
To me it sounds like she’s quite depressed…hopefully I’m wrong.
Hikari is translating them and posting them!
Please don’t credit me at all, JP-san!
Thanks for the translation and posting. She does sound a bit… different.
@HP: I’m only crediting you for the post and yes, I saw who translated the blog
@Jan: After reading it again, she does sound depressed. With the people coming and going in her life (based on her previous blogs), I can see why she might want to post something like this. Hopefully, she can cheer up and stay positive.
..but I didn’t make the post :3
So Kawaii Joyuu is a co-production now?
Hikari has the right to make posts, yeah.
You’ve got a great blog there keep it up. I’ll be watching out for most posts.
Its such as you learn my mind! You appear to understand a lot about this, such as you wrote the e book in it or something. I think that you could do with some % to force the message house a little bit, but instead of that, this is fantastic blog. A fantastic read. I will certainly be back.
There is not a truth existing which I fear… or would wish unknown to the whole world. Thomas Jefferson